FIRSTS first best friend: Let me think. The first I can remember was a girl named Brandy in preschool. I mostly just remember hiding under the bed when one of our mommy's came to pick us up. However, my best BEST friend is Katy - ever since we were about 10 years old.  first car: Volvo. Black. Automatic.... but that one got quickly replaced with a small, red Toyota Tercel first date: Hmm, do we include prom? (the one year I went to school....) Beyond that, the first I recall was a picnic with a guy named George. first real kiss: Junior year of college. Keith Damanti. first break-up: a very good thing. Jared Doden. first screen name: the same one I have now.... Taken from my "elf name" from church camp. first self purchased album: I have no recollection of the event in question. I'm guessing Junior High vintage, so I'm guessing Ska or old school punk of some variety. Yah, I'm old. I remember signing up for Spirit Song and ordering mountains of CCM.  first funeral: Grandpa, Daddy's side. I was 8. I bawled the whole time, refused to look in the casket for the viewing, and hated the music they played for the next five years. first pets: Several fish named George (no relation to first date). First memorable pet of my own: Kita, an Akita. first piercings/tattoos: For my "junior high graduation" my parents allowed me to have my ears pierced. No tats or body piercings.... yet. first credit card: my debit, age 12. First real one was Frosh year of college. I maxed it out. My parents bailed me. If only that had been my LAST credit card!  first true love: lets say first happy ending, that's much easier to define: current, my husband Jerry Allen. first enemy: I don't easily make enemies. However, all prior abusive jerks I dated and/or married (lol, all of them - more like one each!) most likely hate me, as do their families. Also, I'm pretty sure Jerry's ex wife isn't too keen on me either. first musician you remember hearing in your house: Bach, or some other classical musician. I grew up with the REAL oldies but goodies! LASTS last cigarette: been quite a while. Probably one stolen from Jerry while at a show having a few too many.  last car ride: Jerry and I drove to church and back last night - but that's another story! last kiss: Jerry, as he left for work this morning about 7am. last good cry: It's been WAY too long. I can hardly remember, but imagine it involved some frustration or misunderstanding about the past. last library book checked out: the most recent Harry Potter - or Pride and Prejudice, both were right before moving out here. last movie seen: Just watched Lady in the Water last night. Pretty good! last beverage drank: Guaranteed to be a Diet. Sitting next to me on the desk. *slurp* last food consumed: Sugar Cookie. Oh so bad for the health.... *sigh* last crush: If it's current, is that the last? Current is (of course) Jerry, but last prior that didn't work out would be Charlie. last phone call: Phones? I hate phones. I think I probably talked to my Mom on the phone ealier this week, and hardly anyone else. Though, I have some missed calls from "Unavailable" but I don't answer those. last time showered: This morning, first thing. last shoes worn: I have really cheap kids shoes from Payless on right now. last cd played: I think I was listening to Lords of Acid. But maybe it was Van Halen. Either way, it's whatever is in my car right now. last item bought: Hm, a Stouffer's lasagne for last nights dinner. last annoyance: That Unavailable phone call. Or possibly having to fish a decomposed shrimp out of the fish tank. *yuk* last disappointment: That the bank didn't release Jerry's paycheck. But that's not so much disappointing as aggravating! last time wanting to die: Probably right around the time I was in Asheville, NC. Had to deal with my first serious breakup long distance, which wasn't good. Still, I don't know if I've REALLY wanted to die since frosh year of college! last time scolded: By Jerry, this morning, for messing with his stuff. last shirt worn: I have on a brown tank top and a red and black fleece right now. Yes, I know, unmatched and hideous! last website visited: Xanga, stealing stuff out of my old posts. last words you said: Aloud or on IM? Aloud would have been "I love you" to Jerry on his way out the door. On IM would have been (let me see) in regards to the fish tank... [11:37] mareth13: doesn't make the tank stop stinking
[11:37] mareth13: or get the gravel out of the carpet last song you sang: Probably Radiohead Creep (singing along to Korn's version on the unplugged CD) what is in your cd player?: Enigma: Love, Sensuality, Devotion (it's a 3 disk changer, and the other two CDs are Enigma: 2 the Cross of Changes and Enigma: Screen Behind the Mirror). Oh, and my CAR CD player is Lords of Acid or Van Halen. Can't recall. what color socks are you wearing?: white, with pink bottoms. what's under your bed?: Tons of storage. Computer parts, empty boxes for stuff in the house, extra linens, wrapping paper box, etc. what time did you wake up today?: 6:30am
.FUTURE. where do you want to go?: On vacation (near future), to our own house (maybe in 5 years), on a trip to Europe again (maybe 10 years), and somewhere soon, home to visit my family! what is your career going to be?: education - someday. Tech writer for now. where are you going to live?: Right here in VB! how many kids do you want?: 2. One boy one girl. I can tell you all about them, if you like. Brown hair, blue eyes, high IQ.... hey, they'd have Jerry and me for parents, they don't have a choice! what kind of car(s): Get my Miata back (or a comparable convertible). Also, get a boat, jet ski, and motorcycle - essentials for proper coastal living. CURRENT. current mood: bored, needing to get busy! current music: Euro Dance, Vocal Trance, House, Techno. I am not one dimensional. I also like Jazz, classical, Hip Hop, Alternative Rock, etc. current taste: Diet Pepsi current hair: in a ponytail, stuffed in a bandana. current longing: money current desktop picture: Jerry on the beach current favorite artist: Hmmm, DJ Micro, probably? I listen to Tech Mix 5 the most. current book(s): Isaiah, in the Bible. RoboHelp 5 tutorial, prepping for work. current color of toenails: in need of a pedicure. current time-wasting wish: sleep is not a waste of time. current hate: alarm clocks. empty bank accounts. current crush: Jerry! | 
